Here lies a timid Warrior
Bracy is a 7 year old little boy, he was a timid person. 5 year old kindergarten teacher organizations we went swimming, everyone jumped in the pool, only Bracy stand shivering on the platform. Classmates laughed at him, he would cry, is not willing to go. At the age of 6, Bracy was primary school. A class camping, others sleep in their sleeping bags, he was the only exception, must be huddled together with their teachers. Students to take the cable car, he dared not; students learn to shoot, he was afraid to pick up a gun; the students jump, he stands far more. Bracy has a nickname called “grey-yellow bird.” Sometimes, students engage in activities together, if you flub or unwilling to do anything, get this assessment: “the bear as well as Bracy. “Obviously, Bracy has become the” weak “and” timid “and” incompetence “are synonymous.
During the spring, Bracy was 7 years old. Bracy parents don’t know why this kid is so timid. Bracy has a brother called Ou Weier, unusually bold, although only two years older than buleisida, but it is different. Bracy parents Bracy to the hospital, but did not find anything abnormal. Doctors said Bracy “womb” in what had shaken. Bracy parents think that doctors say is nonsense, and came back and stopped him.
One day, Ou Weier pocket and stealing a pack of cigarettes from her father, caught by Bracy. Ou Weier Bracy shook out his fist, warns Bracy not to complain, otherwise we will be eating a fist. Bracy nodded. Ou Weier also hates his brother is too weak, he wanted my brother to learn it a bit rough, so he asked his brother if he was willing to learn to smoke with him. Bracy said yes.
Ou Weier with Bracy and raced to the mountains two kilometers away from home, Ou Weier is being brought here first learn to smoke, and finally learned. He hoped that Bracy in this secret place learn smoking. He then Bracy will also teach more exciting things.
Very quiet around, Bracy can hear your own heartbeat. Ou Weier sophisticated lights, and then to the brother. Bracy took a first bite, spicy he mouth boss, gasping, her face red with suppressed. Then draw the second, third, and each one, he’s sick, but he insisted on because Ou Weier encourages eye makes him feel a force.
However, Bracy to seventh when smoke, Ou Weier suddenly heard a car motor noise came, he immediately hands of Bracy smoke take it, together with its own smoke put out, step up the dirt and listen quietly.
Bracy are Ou Weier alert scare, held his breath and was going to ask Ou Weier what happened, but Ou Weier finger, made a muted command.
Ou Weier from half-naked slopes climb through dense interwoven trees, he found that a jeep was parked not far in front. Bracy also saw this scene and saw the car sitting in a big fat full face beard, hold bottle in his hand, constantly drinking, mouth sounds, not knowing what he was mumbling. Soon, the fat man came out from the car. He was holding a gas hose, into the car’s tail pipe. Due to the large hose has no exhaust pipe, so, the hose will slide out. So, the fat man and the gas hose with a handkerchief into the tail pipe in the back of a jeep, then staggered back into.
“No, the fat man to commit suicide! “Ou Weier whispered anxiously to Bracy said.
Bracy asks in horror: “what can we do? ”
Ou Weier says: “you don’t move, I climb the handkerchief out. “Ou Weier said slowly climbed the past, secretly pulled out a handkerchief, come out of the gas hose fall off naturally. Ou Weier slipped back. Big fat man desperate to drink wine in a car, kept shouting. A hard, thinks the car will explode, but the car still. Big fat seems to be awake, he walked down, found behind the handkerchief off the vehicle to the ground, thought he was not ready, and the gas hose into exhaust pipes, plugged with a handkerchief.
Ou Weier bravely climb again, quietly pulled out a handkerchief. Big fat very strange, he was still dazed, while drinking, car, gas pipe again and handkerchiefs back on vehicle exhaust tubes, and then got back in the car, and then slowly drank the wine in the bottle.
Suddenly, the fat man in the front seat of the car mirror saw crept to the back of the Ou Weier: Hun guy turned out to be the monkey! Big fat for a pound, quietly, when Ou Weier pulled out a handkerchief, he reached out and grabbed him, and Ou Weier slamming to the ground.
Bracy has seen it all.
Big fat new handkerchief stuffed into the car’s tail pipe and gas pipe. He laughed: “I’m ready to die, to accompany the dead still had a little bastard, that’s great! “Ou Weier struggled, but too small, fat man caught him into the car. Bracy watched, I do not know how to do.
Fat man on Ou Weier cried what sound could be heard very clearly. In fact, Bracy was in no mood to listen to, he now is, how do you like his brother’s, crept past the handkerchief from the tail pipe of the car down. But he was too frightened, he was shivering. Although it tells him that he should climb as quickly as possible, as soon as possible, because even a minute later a second late, may make even with two people died in an explosion in his own. Bracy cried, he keeps crawling. Every step of the climb is so laborious, difficult. Bracy hit yourself on the head, I hate that I don’t have the guts, hate myself not brave—like brother brother Ou Weier climbed three times in the past.
Bracy has no choice, he clung to the ground, constantly push fingers due to tension, grasp to catch the blood. He heard screaming brother Ou Weier, brother pain stimulates him. But he did, and he continued to climb slowly, very slowly.
With every step, he had to stop. While stopped, he fears that the approaching car is going to explode. He is getting close to the car, closer and closer to the handkerchief. Finally he took the handkerchief, and then quickly pulled out. Gas pipe fell out of the tail pipe.
Bracy full of sweat from his face, his clothes wear to tatters and gone out of the belly of blood. He does not know this, he came up with a handkerchief, he was relieved. However, he had a chance to take a step back, the car. “Shout” is a, recede.
Car failed to explode, but it will grind flat—Bracy as Bracy a bunch of colorless flowers, deep into the Earth. He’s small and cowardly to let him die and when they have no chance to call an audible. Ou Weier barking rushed out of the car, the fat man was also stunned by the scene at the moment: he did not expect to catch out a man not afraid to die, other daredevil people came! But he was cruel to his grind off, grind it off like a bunch of tiny flowers.
Bracy is dead. He saved two lives with a weak body.
Bracy of the students and parents of students as well as Bracy is a community of people you know, I don’t know, acquaintances, strangers, men and women, old and young, are all here. Bracy’s tombstone was engraved with these words: “this lies a timid Warrior. “Many of his classmates cried to see the words. Cemetery next to a pine tree, I do not know who was the first in the yellow scarf tied with a little above, and articles II, III, and is a tree full of yellow shawl, are countless. They silently around the Bracy’s cemetery, the wind blows, people seemed to feel: Bracy delicate hands are coming out of the ground like a flower bud, expressing his spring nostalgia
Cut perfect hands
He used to be the eyes of the people not understand geek.
In high school, because he’s that good, have a chance to walk from famous University in front of him, he don’t.
To the college entrance examination, he paid a very high score, instead chose to bitter and tired of geology.
After graduation, so called man of him on campus, and the few good fancy, but he was asked to do a geological one, do a end of Geological team.
A lot of people don’t understand his choice, he would always laugh and have no comment.
Finally, one day, he is being asked again why do they choose open mouth: France famous sculptor Auguste Rodin, carefully sculptured a statue of writer Balzac: Balzac’s eyes, wearing a robe with wide sleeves, hands naturally overlap in the chest. Rodin called his three students came to appreciate his masterpiece. Unexpectedly, three students invariably attracted by statues on this pair of lifelike hand, repeatedly praise: “well, this is really a wonderful pair of hands! “Rodin student in the face, I felt hands-plastic fantastic, but as part of a whole, is too prominent, play a dominate role. Therefore, he found a great axe, axed the perfect hands. Several students were stunned by Rodin’s move.
In fact, in [appreciate love stories during the rainy season net] life, this “perfect hand” can be seen everywhere, it always and everywhere to entice people to forget the initial pursuit of the essence of life, often therefore embarked on a path that runs counter to the ideal. Only decisively cut off those “perfect”, the temptation to cut down those localized and temporary, real, loneliness, devote themselves to do the things you want to do, to sculpture a life perfect.
Saying these words, he has made three ministerial, three Bureau of science and technology progress award of achievement; produced two albums about the three-dimensional seismic prospecting in many professional publications has published hundreds of papers on. Assume a very important national research program. Moreover, he also used their exquisite heart go through every inch of the beauty of nature, wrote many poems full of pride, passion, love, wisdom, become a geological poet, a poet who know how to pursue true beauty of life.
If perfect quietly fermentation
A Taiwan doctor, opened a private hospital near the door,
If “perfect” quietly fermenting. Because of his superb and diligent efforts, reached the wise age of is wealthy, with him also were top celebrities, often busy in front. Doctors have a son and three daughters. Sons are handsome, bright eyes, her daughter is a graceful flower. Doctor has a habit of taking a walk after supper, and as long as her son. Every time you walk, are wide and his only son talk about life. He was decorating the rivers and pointing his fame outside of the hospital, and then to his son in earnest: “ambition in your chest, must not be delayed. Your perfect life, I have to draw you a picture into the best school, and then into the best medical school and studying abroad, back when the best doctors! ”
Walk, son from primary school to secondary school graduation, if efficacy is extraordinary. Docile son not only obedient, never plays slingshots threw stones, and, indeed, wise, third has not been giving families a taste of humiliation. In Taiwan after the best medical school, he was strangely bright and polite, diligent plus frequent news, communication is the future hero.
But a problem for the University, Taiwan has a provision that each man must perform military service for one year. Wasn’t a big deal, but for the future was the son of the brilliant reflection of red in the eyes of the father, this is a great loss. To give her son escape from military service, he rushed around, meet frequently, but still frustrating.
When my son served out to the island, doctor consoled himself: it’s a perfect life minus one year. He sent his son to the Shi Li Ting, warm hearted saying: “son, you must find a corner under recite English words. Remember! ”
Son came that year, days are longer than a century, even when doctors give people energy concentration. But age, after all, like water, seemingly motionless, and then quickly approaching expiry of time limit. Then one day, someone sent a bolt of news: doctor’s son unfortunately died in the camp!
Death thing is a mystery, military camps up and down the investigation, found only a minor altercation. For others, sleep and do not forget, sleep three should forget. But the doctor son, just staring at this little thing, forget the great expectations, he can’t bear, stormed a gun from drinking.
Doctors how to swallow such a hit! He therefore more rush run, angrily calling, not to find out the “persecution” clue not available. Over the years, his business practice, service declined. Money has become dry. He is Ecstasy down, eyes are pale yellow, an aging. Finally, one day, he picked off hospital signs. Door Lo que scene, he was prepared to ignore. Another winter, depressed for a long time the doctors at home sudden Thunder, cracked a fine glass of your cabinets. His wife trembling debris picked up outside the room, but then was locked out. His wife feel bad, struggling to break down the door, but it is too late, light columns, again screaming vocals … …
This is a true story that occurred nearly 10 years ago. But come to think of it, does such a thing, are still quietly brewing, fermentation, heating up, always likely to repeat itself?
This year United States there is a poll: “would you be willing to use Clone method to obtain a perfect child? ”
The results of opinion polls is that only 6% few people readily answer, 76% who is not tempted: “I do not destroy the nature. “Couples replied:” we adopted 4 children, they have a different skin color or family background. Don’t say ‘ perfect ‘, and they both looks, intelligence and perfect there is too great a distance. Two of the children, because of mental disorder, requires long-term patience and guidance. However, if someone with perfect clones and exchange of our children, we have only one answer: ‘ no! ’”
Accept “not perfect”, as different colors. Have different colors, it is possible to have a colorful life. Moreover, the lives of several “perfect” spot, is the reason people humility, compassion and cherish.
Think about it, if the doctor is not very bright, the son of man, and also naughty by nature, reverse gate difficult, if doctors one day meets a patient, that person or children aren’t going to worry about too much, or because of my journey through thick and thin and have hypertension or emphysema, the doctor will have our deepest sympathy and emotion. He is healing at the same time, understanding is also delivered warm.
As people who have been ill, will be a special tribute to life.
If the “perfect” in the quiet fermentation
A Taiwan doctor, who opened a private hospital near the door of the house. Because of his skill, and diligent efforts, to the age of 40 is wealthy, and he made are also top celebrities, the door is often heavy traffic. The doctor has a son and three daughters. Son Meiqingmuxiu, daughter is a man of striking appearance, graceful flower. The doctor has a habit of walking after supper, and as long as he is accompanied by his son. Each walk is wide, and the only son to talk about life. He was pointing Jiangshan, and pointing his famous outside the hospital, then sincere words and earnest wishes to say to her son: “you ambition in the chest, must not be delayed. Your perfect life, I have given you a blueprint: into the best schools, and then into the best medical school, and then to study abroad, when the first flow of doctors!”
Such a walk, from the son of primary school to middle school graduation, if the effect is extraordinary. Son not only obedient docile, and never fight a slingshot to throw stones, and really clever, has not let the family tasted third shame. After entering the Taiwan best medical school, he is more brilliant colors and diligently refined and courteous, frequent news, communication is the future of man.
But to the university there is a problem, Taiwan has a regulation that every man must be a year of military service. What wasn’t a big deal, but for the future is brilliant son reflected eyeful red dad, this is really a great loss. In order to let his son to escape military service, he rushed out, but still meet frequently, and go down.
When the island served her son to go out, the doctor consoled himself: even in a year, minus the perfect life. He sent his son to the first Ten-li resting station, earnestly exhort: “son, the fuck you must find a corner back English bitter words. Remember!”
My son went that year, the day is longer than a century, the doctor to see a doctor, and even some of the energy can not concentrate. But years after all, such as running water, seemingly not actually in the ice, the moment is close to the expiration of the time limit. Suddenly one day, someone sent a message: a bolt from the blue son unfortunately died in the camp doctor!
It’s a mystery. The camp up and down the investigation, found a little quarrel. In other people, not forget to sleep, sleep three should forget. But the son of a doctor, just staring at this little thing, forget the great expectations, he could not forbear, angrily shot from drinking.
How the doctor can swallow such a blow! He so hasty run, angrily they had to find out the non “persecution” no clues. A few years later, he dropped out of service business. The money is growing, too. He is great artists, eyes dark yellow, aging. Finally one day, he had to pick up the hospital’s signature. In front of the house of the Luo bird scene, he also has no psychology. Another winter, doctors have been depressed for a long time in sudden thunder, the glass smashed expensive. His wife will pick up debris at the outside of the house, but it was locked outside. His wife feel bad, struggling to hit the door, but it’s too late, I saw flames as columns, and the smell of screaming vocals……
This is the true story of the past 10 years ago. But come to think of it, isn’t it, not still quietly brewing, fermentation, heating, always be repeated?
There is a public opinion poll in the United States this year: “do you want to use the method of cloning to obtain a perfect child?”
The results of a poll is very small only 6% of the 76% people who readily agreed, without love: “I don’t want to destroy the natural.” The couple replied: “we have adopted 4 children, they have a different color and family background. Don’t say ‘perfect’, they have a very big distance in their appearance, intelligence, and perfection. One of the two children, because of the mental barrier, need to be patient for a long time. But if someone uses the perfect clone to exchange with our children, we have only one answer: No ”
Accepting “not perfect” is like receiving a different color. Have different colors, it is possible to have a colorful life. And, in the life of a few “imperfect” spots, it is to make people humble, sympathetic and cherish the reasons.
Just think, if the doctor’s son is not intelligent, but unfortunately, a mischievous nature reverse disobedient one day, if the doctor met a patient, the person or for the children not to worry excessively, or because of his journey to have hypertension or hardships and dangers, emphysema, the doctor will have deep sympathy and feeling. He treats people, but also to pass understanding of the warmth.
Like a man who has been ill, it will be a special respect for life.
Doubt your price
Many years ago, I lived in New York, I remember in a spring evening, I decided to go to a non Broadway musical performance. It was there that I first heard Salome Bey’s beautiful song. I was enchanted by her song. I believe she will be another Sarah Vaughan. Sarah Vaughan is the American jazz singer, has been known as the singer in the singer”.
It was a wonderful feeling. Although at that time the theater half empty, but is still singing Salome, so absorbed and song is still so beautiful, so beautiful, the whole play principle everywhere echoed her song, it can be said that her song brings vitality to the entire theater. Before this, I have never seen such a performance. Although the deserted audience makes me feel a little disappointed, but the wonderful performance of Salome still makes me excited. So I decided to write an article about her.
The second day, I tried to restrain his excitement, to show that there is one theatre with a phone call. I pretend to be a professional writer, and the writer’s voice asked: “Hello, may I ask Salome Bey in it?”
“Oh, she’s in, please wait a moment.”
“Hello, I’m salome.”
“Hello, Miss Bai, I am Nora Proffitt. I’m going to write an article for the Essence magazine to promote the achievements you have made in singing. I do not know whether you can attend and see me, so I can interview you through singing in the side of the road?”
Here, I can’t help thinking: “how can I say so? If the “essence” magazine to know it, they’ll put me up, and for her singing achievements I knew nothing at all!” At this time, I heard a voice in my heart at their shouts: “are you really in trouble!”
“Oh, of course,” Salome replied, “just next Tuesday I will make my fourth album. Could you come and see me in the studio? If you can, bring your photographer together.”
“With my photographer?!” Hearing this, my confidence suddenly disappeared in the heart to Not the least trace was found., very upset, “this time I can really ‘Cleverness may overreach itself. ah.”. I don’t even know who has a camera!”
“I’m thinking about one thing now,” Salome “is continued, recording after the end, I would also like to” hair, the city and on the highway of life “producer Mr. Gault McDermott went to Staten Island is located in the top of the church to attend a charity show. Why don’t you come and join us? I’ll introduce you to him.”
“Well, of course, of course I’m going,” I said, trying to put on a very professional tone, “that would make it a whole new perspective.”
“A brand new perspective? How do you know?” My voice just fell, the brain that critical voice immediately jumped out to me questioned.
“Thank you, Miss Bai,” I’m going to the end of the telephone conversation, he said, “next Tuesday I will come to visit you.”
When I hung up the phone, I could not help but be just a scared out in a cold sweat. I just felt like falling into quicksand, and it will soon be swallowed like, even have no chance to save your dignity.
The next few days are almost a flash. In these days, I’m not darted into the library, to find out who is Gault McDermott, is frantically looking for a 35 mm camera acquaintance, after all, to get a real photographer is impossible, because I have put all my money will be spent on Broadway theater on the ticket.
Maybe it’s my hard work and I’ve got a photographer. It was an accidental opportunity, and I had no intention of hearing that my friend Barbara had become a very good photographer. So I went to ask her for help. After a hard request, Barbara finally agreed to accompany me to interview.
In an instant, it’s Tuesday. I took Barbara as Miss Salome Bey rushed to the recording studio, she and Mcdermott Gault held a charity show top of the church. In the interview, although I still act like a professional like, sitting there, and if thoughtfully, from time to time in a yellow pad on the record, but I actually very nervous, afraid to mess it up. This is a simple question from the poor. Because, I always ask her questions “you can tell me……” Start. In contrast, Barbara is much more experienced than I was, when I was talking to Salome Bey, she is in our side, choose the suitable angle, to seize the opportune moment to press the shutter.
Soon, the interview was over. One out of the church, I went along the street, like a mad rush. After a long distance from the church, the church was out of breath. I really want to call an ambulance, because I feel that the pressure of the pressure on their own is about to die. But, in the end, I just got a taxi.
When I arrived home safely, I began to write. But, every word, I hear a small but very harsh voice in my mind! You’re not a writer at all! You’ve never written anything! Well, you don’t even have a decent shopping list! You will never succeed!”
Not only that, but I soon realized that while writing an article about Salome Bey fool is a simple thing, but as a professional writer for the “essence” of such a nationwide magazine is not a matter of an easy job to do, I said, it is almost impossible to the success of the. Suddenly, I felt a kind of invisible pressure to hit me, I pressed almost breathless.
Over the next few days, I have almost all of my body and mind in the writing of this article. I wrote it over and over again, and again and again, even I do not know how many times I have been rewritten, how many times the number of times. Finally, I finally feel satisfied. So, I take two double spaced carefully printed a neat manuscript, putting it in a large envelope, and enclosed a written address, I put enough stamps on the empty envelope, then put it into the mailbox. Back away after watching the postman took the letter, I feel very upset, and figuring out exactly how long to wait repeatedly in order to receive the “essence” magazine editor that reads “hate” two word rejection letter.
Waiting time is not very long. After about three weeks, my manuscript was returned, put my address in that I had written the letter. “What a shame it is!” I thought, “how can I imagine myself in a world dominated by a professional writer as a professional writer to compete?” I’m really stupid!”
I know I can’t face that letter writing editing is not love my work for various reasons of the rejection letter, so I simply did not even the demolition of demolition, wholly intact conveniently and threw it into a cupboard from me recently, and will soon forget it, the order I do torture experienced a painful experience on the spot.
Five years later, I’m going to move to California city to Sacramento in a marketing work. When I cleaned my flat, I suddenly found a letter that had not yet been sent to Kaifeng, and the address on the envelope was clearly written to me. “Why did I send this letter to myself?” I wonder. In order to reveal the mystery, I immediately opened the letter, the original is “essence” magazine editor to write. I read it with a question:
Dear miss puluofeite:
The story you wrote about Miss Salome Bey is so wonderful. However, we need you to provide some relevant notes and citations. Would you please fill it as soon as possible, and send it back to us, we want to publish your work in a magazine.
After reading this letter, I was stunned, for a long time to come to the. Because of the fear of rejection, I how to pay the heavy price! At least, I lost 500 dollars in royalties and articles published in the mainstream magazine on the opportunity, and this is the best that I can become a professional writer. What is more important, the fear that I have been unable to enjoy the pleasure of writing for many years, and has been unable to write a lot of high quality works. Today, I have published more than one hundred articles in the six anniversary of the day when I became a full-time freelance writer, looking back on that experience, I have come to an important lesson, that is: to doubt yourself, is to pay a very high price!
Precious things are slowly growing
Precious things are slowly growing. Perhaps no exceptional IQ EQ no Super savvy and flexible mobility but that does not mean we have no chance of success as long as we don’t give up do not discard keep working, also President of the fruits of victory. When I was a kid in trouble is not willing to challenge, riding a single wheel bicycle, skateboarding, swimming, skating, I don’t want to learn, for fear of falling, choking. My mother encouraged me more than once, but I only watched the children playing, envious but dare not try. When I was nine years old, inspired by the mother, I was willing to try riding a single bike. Mother pushes a ways, let me ride. Fall more than once when I was in my own bike, but every time I got up, because I was thinking of my mom’s encouragement and expectations of me. After a long time of hard work, I finally overcome one-wheel bicycle this problem. My persistence efforts, skateboard, skating, swimming, and so difficult to solve, I had handy. In leisure-time activities, I challenge myself, and learning, I tried to make my achieved excellent results.
My score was not born there, but my mother when I was practicing hard, MOM is pay close attention to my studies, do not relax, let me to practice every day, so as to reinforce my understanding of mathematical analysis, mathematical thinking I have a flexible operation. Reading can make us accumulate more new knowledge. I knew from the book the shipping company of New Jersey-Manhattan developers and owners, A.R.A engaged in freight transportation company Chairman Arthur. xiangpatuolali, a child is not intelligent, always in the end of the class, but he worked hard to adhere to the accumulation of consolidated, turned out to be one of the rich. Precious things are slowly growing. We may be growth expectation for myself not fast enough